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Nose Job

A Utah school district is sticking it to the nose. Bountiful Jr. High School suspended Suzannah Pabla, who is of mixed Indian heritage, for wearing a jeweled stud in violation of its policy prohibiting body piercing, except ear lobes. She is permitted to wear a clear plastic stud instead. Utah schools have made religious accommodations in the past, including allowing Sikh students to wear a kirpan sewed into their clothes, despite a strict ban on weapons. Bountiful officials said the none piercing might be permissible if it were done in religious observance, but they "determined piercing is more of a cultural practice, not a religious tenant."

I think the school should not tell me how to raise my children. If i want her to have nose stud, as a parent that is what i want. It will not affect her way of getting good grades. It will not distract other students from learning what the teacher is teaching. This is just ridiculous. Doesn't the school have bigger problems to worry about then this?

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I love you with all I am
and all I'll ever be.
You are my moon my sun and stars
My earth my sky my sea.
My love for you goes down and down
Beneath both life and death
So deep it must remain when I
Have drown my last faint breath.

His piercing eyes look directly into her soul
Spending “forever” with him is currently her goal.
When she became a teen, she gave him her heart
He never even looked at it, just tore it apart.
She did everything she possibly could to get his attention
Doesn’t he know, all she wants is some of his affection?
If her heart beats for someone, it’s only for him.
Why can’t their love story have a perfect ending, just like in a film?
Day by day she falls for him even more
She fakes a smile on the outside but inside she is torn.
When she sees couples holding hands, in the subway,
She wishes the same and begins to pray.
She kisses his picture and puts it away
She hopes that she can kiss the real person, one day.
She keeps telling herself, no more, with him she is DONE,
Unfortunately, whenever she sees him, she is back to square one.
She knows he is her prince charming; he just has to be,
She loves him so dearly, why doesn’t he see?
All her dreams revolve around him
Why is she being punished, as if she committed a sin?
Instead of taking notes, she is drawing hearts all over her loose leaf,
Her heart has been stolen and he is the perfect thief.
Her favorite thing about him is his cute baby smile
Whenever she looks at it, it makes her life worthwhile.
She looks up at the night sky, closes her eyes, and wishes upon a [STAR.]
She crosses her fingers and hopes, maybe tonight he'll be thinking about [HER]
She sees him walk away until his back is her only view,
Tears are rolling down her face, while she whispers, “ I am in love with you.”

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I want to be with you forever,
I won't ever do you wrong,
If only I could explain it to you,
I'd write you a love song.

Baby your the dream I see,
Every night when I'm asleep,
Your the best thing ever,
Your the girl I want to keep.

Your like the oxygen in the air,
You keep me breathing each day,
Every time you say I love you,
It takes my breath away.

I'm happy when I wake up,
I'm happy when I go to bed,
I'm happy knowing I have you,
I've been happy since the day we met.

Your the strength in my heart,
The pieces, the parts, love not hard, its keeping me moving, instead of fallin' apart, the love I've been lookin' for, from the very start, baby its you, your the one who deserves my heart.

I want to show you this baby,
If there is a way I can,
I will do all I can do,
To show you exactly where I stand.

I believe we can make it through anything,
We can be together this whole life long,
We can make it through all the bad times baby,
Because the feelings we have are very strong.

I want to hold you in my arms,
For more than ever and a day,
I want to explain to you how much I love you,
If I knew I wouldn't run out of words to say.

Baby this is the future I want,
Holding you high up in the air,
Knowing you are all mine,
Showing you I'm always there,
Being myself all the time,
Running my fingers through your hair,
Baby I want to be with you forever,
I hope you can see that I really care.

I'm here for you baby,
Please see that it's true,
You are my whole life,
My whole heart, and I love you.

This is to you Baby,
I can't see us ever falling apart,
I want to be with you always,
I Love You With All of My Heart!

If I Could Dream At Night

If I could dream at night
and if those dreams came true
i would force myself to sleep at night
so i could dream of you

If wishes were given to lonely guys,
and if i were given just two
i would wish that you would always love me
the other i would give to you

if my tears could write love songs
Before my tears were through
you would know just how i feel
and how much i love you

But dreams are for dreamers
and wishes seldom come true
my tears do not write love songs
but when they fall....they fall for you.

What is it about a person that
makes your heart
jump out of your chest?
Is it the way they move,
their facial expression,
their smile, their laugh, their eyes.
Is it the way they make you laugh,
the way they always know
exactly what to say.
Is it the way they whisper
softly in your ear.

What is it about a person that
gives you butterflies,
is it that the chemical reaction is right,
is it the sound of their voice.
How do you fall in love with no fear,
is it because you love them
so much that its all
you ever think about.

why is it that when it gets hard
and all you wanna do is give up
yet you hold on.
is it because you are love struck,
is it because the feelings are so strong
that you couldnt deal without them
in your life.

Why is it that everytime
a love song comes on
it makes you want to cry
because you miss them so much.
Why when they look into your eyes,
do you get a cold chill
running down your spine.
Why is it that everytime yu
close ur eyes yu see them,
is it because you want to be around them
twenty four seven

Why is it that no matter what
they say or do you still love them
with your whole heart
with no intention of stopping.
Why is it that even though you cant have them
you'll never give up,
is it because they
mean the world to you.
all you can do is hope and
wish with everything you are that one day
you can be with them
and when it happens
you dont want to let go
because you couldnt imagine life
without them.

There all yu think about,
dream about
always in ur thoughts,
yu cry at night because you wish
they were beside yu.

When its time to say goodbye,
you dont want to speak,
you dont want to let them go.
All you want to say is;
I want yu,
I need yu,
I cant live without yu.
I Love Yu.

Love is beautiful, love is nice.

Love is everything, love is life.

Love is smile, love is Cry.

Love is flower, love is sky.

Love is morning, love is night.

Love is everything in my life.

Love is sun, love is moon.

Love is every way in this world.

You say you love me
You say that it is true
You say that you want me
You say you want me to want you

All these things that you ask of me
I can give you without any questions
My love has grown into something so great
To have you in my arms is such a wonderful fate.

All this time that we have spent together and shared
The days have added up to become more than unforgetful
I know what I want from you and I ask if it is true
You wanted me to love and have it be with you

We talked about our future together
I sat back and dreamt of what I could see
You wanted to know what I could offer you
Now I feel as though we may never be

The words that come from your open mouth
Are more great than what I hear when alone
The thought of eternal bliss while sitting here
I am afraid that it will never be known.

Know that I always loved you with all my heart
I was the one that never wanted us to be apart
I will be here with you until the day will come
When you and I can eventually unite and become one

Listen as I say this to you
Every word spoken is completely true
You asked questions about my love
And my love is only you

You've always got me,
I'll be here for you to see.
Not one single tear from your eyes.
You're done with your cries.

I won't leave you my dear,
I'll take away the fear.
Just lean on me,
and you will see.

Time won't change our feelings,
we truly have meaning.
You are amazing, and strong,
being with you could never be wrong.

A dream can't compare,
to the love we share.
We are meant to be together,
Our love is like no other

Like a freight train it hits me at dawn
Your body curled up next to mine
I am the luckiest man alive
Lying in this bed wrapped up in you
Comfortable, loved and feeling new

There is no place I would rather be
I shall spend my life forever in your arms
Locked in a castle of dreams
We run through the fields of love
Hand in hand, my angel from above

Life is ever changing and confounding
Each new day starts with a kiss from you
Enough to get me through the darkest moment
Knowing that come the setting sun
You will still be the one

Take my hand and stroll with me
As we live this life of passion and desire
Let me guide you through a troubled world
Giving you sanctuary from all harm
Holding you in my strong arm

Relax and dream the dreams of love
Knowing I will be always by your side
As I will always be wrapped up in you
Will you always lay with me in this life
Letting me love you forever my darling wife

Into my world
of darkness and silence,
you brought light and music.

When you lit my candle,
I began to see and understand
the taste and texture of love.

For the first time.

There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.

What is love, but an emotion,
So strong and so pure,
That nurtured and shared with another
All tests it will endure?

What is love, but a force
To bring the mighty low,
With the strength to shame the mountains
And halt time’s ceaseless flow?

What is love, but a triumph,
A glorious goal attained,
The union of two souls, two hearts
A bond the angels have ordained?

What is love, but a champion,
To cast the tyrant from his throne,
And raise the flag of truth and peace,
And fear of death o’erthrow?

What is love, but a beacon,
To guide the wayward heart,
A blazing light upon the shoals
That dash cherished dreams apart?

And what is love, but forever,
Eternal and sincere,
A flame that through wax and wane
Will outlive life’s brief years?

So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops,
In all places high and low,
That love for you is my reason to be,
And will never break or bow.

Love

Love is like a lump of gold,
Hard to get, and hard to hold.
Of all the girls I've ever met,
You're the one I can't forget.
I do believe that God above,
Created you for me to love.
He chose you from all the rest,
Because he knew I would love you best.

One Wish

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Name In Sky

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

Girls Are Like Apples

------------------Girls
------------are like apples
--------on trees. The best ones
------are at the top of the tree.
----The boys don't want to reach
---for the good ones because they -
-are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they just get the rotten apples
-from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples at the top think
-something is wrong with them, when in
--reality, they're amazing. They just
---have to wait for the right boy to
----- come along, the one who's
----------- brave enough to
-----------------climb all
----------------- the way
-----------------to the top
---------------- of the tree.

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I hurt myself today to see if I still feel. I focus on the pain. The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole. The old familiar sting. Try to kill it all away, but I remember everything. What have I become? My sweetest friend. Everyone I know goes away in the end. You could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. I wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time. The feeling disappear You are someone else. I am still right here. What have I become? My sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end. you could have it all. My empire of dirt. I will let you down. I will make you hurt. If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself. I would find a way.

She can kill with a smile, She can wound with her eyesAnd she can ruin your faith with her causual liesAnd she only reveals what she wants you to seeShe hides like a child,But she's always a woman to me
She can lead you to loveShe can take you or leave youShe can ask for the truth,But she'll never believeAnd she'll take what you give her,as long as it's freeYeah, she steals like a theif,But she's always a woman to me
Oh, She takes care of herselfShe can wait if she wantsShe's ahead of her timeOh, And she never gives outAnd she never gives inShe just changes her mind
And she'll promise you more than the Garden of EdenAnd she'll carelessly cut you, And laugh while you're bleedin'But she'll bring out the best in the worst you can beBlame it all on yourself,'Cause She's always a woman to me

We are all ultimately in charge of how we allow another individual to treat us. If we don't set limits and expect others to honor our boundaries some won't.

I got no time for the corner boys
Down in the street making all that noise
Or the girls out on the avenue
`Cause tonight I wanna be with you
Tonight I'm gonna take that ride
Across the river to the Jersey side
Take my baby to the carnival
And I'll take her on all the rides

Cause down the shore everything's all right
You and your baby on a Saturday night
You know all my dreams come true
When I'm walking down the street with you
Sha la la la I'm in love with a Jersey girl

You know she thrills me with all her charms
When I'm wrapped up in my baby's arms
My little girl gives me everything
I know that some day she'll wear my ring
So don't bother me man I ain't got no time
I'm on my way to see that girl of mine
`Cause nothing matters in this whole wide world
When you're in love with a Jersey girl

The Way I see It

The world bursts at the seams with people ready to tell you you're not good enough. On occasion, some may be correct. But do not do their work for them. Seek any job; ask anyone out; pursue any goal. Don't take it personally when they say "no" - they may not be smart enough to say "yes"

When youre weary, feeling small
When tears are in your eyes, I will dry them all
Im on your side. when times get rough
And friends just cant be found
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
When youre down and out
When youre on the street
When evening falls so hard
I will comfort you
Ill take your part
When darkness comes
And pains is all around
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Like a bridge over troubled water
I will lay me down
Sail on silvergirl
Sail on by
Your time has come to shine
All your dreams are on their way
See how they shine
If you need a friend
Im sailing right behind

With every downfall in our lives we should learn something from it. We should shake the dirt from our shoulders & carry on.

A donkey falls into a well. The donkey makes a lot of noise in hopes that someone will rescue him. The owner of the well sympathizes with the donkey's problem, but decides it would be too much trouble to save either the animal or the well. So she decides to fill the well with dirt to put the donkey out of its misery and to keep any other creatures from falling into it. As she begins to shovel dirt into the well, the poor donkey begins to panic. But eventually, the donkey gets an idea. Every time a shovel full of dirt hits him, he shakes it off. As the dirt builds up around him, he steps up onto it. This takes some time, but he faithfully chooses to avoid panic and as the dirt hits him, he just shakes it off and steps up. Of course, as you've guessed, eventually he has (one step up at a time) managed to get out of the well. The situation that seemed so horrible to him actually became an opportunity for escape.

Symptoms of happiness

When you are truly happy and fulfilled, it will show. Be careful, though, not to confuse the symptoms of happiness with happiness itself.
Happiness shows itself in many ways. Remember, however, that those outward manifestations are not the source of happiness.

The signs of happiness you see in others are the results, not the cause of their happiness. Chasing those same results in an attempt to bring happiness to your own life is an empty pursuit.

Instead, live each day with gratitude, with wonder, awe, love and kindness. Be happy, without first requiring a reason to be.

And the symptoms of happiness will begin to show in you. What's more, they'll be real and meaningful, not just empty tokens.

Rather than expecting happiness to come to you from the outside, let it come from you, pouring forth from the inside. And delight in the joy your happiness creates.

9 Romantic Gestures That'll Knock Her Socks Off

Need a smooth idea for seducing your sweetie? Try one of these 9 easy romantic gestures:

1. Read to her
A female's brain is an important erogenous zone, so spend some time turning it on by reading to her. It may seem mundane, but a book club for two is intimate and sweet, especially if you find a novel she loves.

2. Make breakfast in bed
Romance is about lying about and eating grapes, not bounding out of bed each day on a tear to be productive. So get some grapes, some mimosas, a couple croissants and make a plan to spill on the sheets. Listen to talk radio and cuddle until the early afternoon.

3. Plan a surprise trip to a nearby destination
Women loved to be whisked away on a romantic overnight, even if it's to the next town. Book a hotel room, grab some wine, and pick out a collection of brochures for local tourist-traps. You'll giggle and roll your eyes and have a ball.

4. Send her a handwritten note
We're so used to getting junk and bills in our mailboxes these days that a real letter is a significant pleasure. Skip the short e-mails and pretend you're a 19th century aristocrat with time on his hands. Write an ode to her beauty or describe a fond memory.

5. Design a sexy scavenger hunt
Bring some adventure into her life with a creative scavenger hunt that sends her all over the house, neighborhood, or town. If you want to really impress, make each clue a cheesy poem. The destination for your scavenger hunt? Perhaps a fancy dinner or a yummy picnic.

6. Make her life easier
Sometimes the most appreciated romantic gesture in the world is something as simple as doing the laundry or picking up some much needed groceries. If your girlfriend is having a crazy week at work, she will swoon when you run a vacuum cleaner for her. These days, our knights-in-shining-armor don't have to slay dragons…but it would be great if they could get our oil changed.

7. Set it to music
Even if serenading isn't your strong suit, you can make her smile by dancing with her or putting together a collection of her favorite music. The "mixed tape" idea might remind her of middle school, but if you do a good job she'll love it.

8. Open a spa just for her
Pamper your lady with a skillful massage and foot rub or brush her hair with a soft comb. Have a bubble bath ready for her and some freshly washed towels. All the day's stress will wash down the drain in no time.

9. Go public with your love
No, we're not talking about a football game jumbo-tron declaration, but showing up at her workplace with flowers or posting a series of sweet signs on the route of her morning run would surely surprise and impress her. By taking your romantic sentiments public, you show her that you want the world to know she's the one for you. Now that's a powerful aphrodisiac.

f You Love Someone

If You Love Someone.....

THE ORIGINAL QUOTE

If you love someone,
Set her free...
If she comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, she never was....

THE NEW VERSIONS R.....

Pessimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, she's yours,
If she doesn't, as expected, she never was

Optimist:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
Don't worry, she will come back.

Suspicious:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she ever comes back, ask her why.

Impatient:
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back within some time forget
her.

Patient:
If you love someone, Set her free ...
If she doesn't come back,
continue to wait until she comes back ...

Playful
If you love someone,
Set her free ...
If she comes back, and if you love her still,
set her free again, repeat ....

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if(you-love(m_she))
m_she.free()
if(m_she == NULL)
m_she = new CShe;

Animal-Rights Activist:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!

Lawyers:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
Clause 1a of Paragraph 13a-1 in the Second
Amendment of the Matrimonial Freedom

Biologist :
If you love someone,
Set her free,
She'll evolve.

Statisticians :
If you love someone,
Set her free,
If she loves you, the probability of her coming
back is high
If she doesn't, your relation was improbable
anyway.

Schwarzenegger's fans:
If you love someone,
Set her free,
SHE'LL BE BACK!

Over possessive person :
If you love someone
don't set her free.

MBA :
If you love someone set her free instantaneously
and look for others simultaneously

Psychologist :
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back her super ego is dominant
If she doesn't come back her id is supreme
If she doesn't go, she must be crazy.

Somnabulist :
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back it's a nightmare
If she doesn't, you must be dreaming.

ERP functional expert :
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back, map her into your system
If she doesn't, carry out a gap-fit analysis

Finance expert :
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back, its time to look for fresh loans
If she doesn't, write her off as an asset gone bad.

Marketing Specialist :
If you love someone
set her free
If she comes back she has brand loyalty
If she doesn't, reposition the brand in new market

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

my heart is broke, but i have some glue
help me inhale, and mend it with you

You were there all the time
so near but still so far
You were there
when I loved you,
when I trusted you
or so I thought.
You were there
to share my joys,
to hold me when I needed you
or so I thought.
And now,
you are gone away from me
not only my eyes but
my heart also cried.
I called you - don't go
come back,come back...please!
but you went away
crushing my love and trust
under your cruel feet.
You are still there, I know
but not for me.
You still do love but not me
and it's only now that I realize
that you weren't there at all for me...
And now,
I'm afraid to love and trust anyone
for fear they'll be crushed again
under somebody's cruel feet.

Top Fifteen Desi Pick-Up Lines

15. You Make My Heart's Rikshaw Go Wild

14. You're Hotter Than Garam Garam Chai

13. Baby, You're Sweeter Than Jaleybi

12. I Wanna Spice Your Sabji

11. Girl, I Wanna Strum Your Sitar

10. Come Here Chutney and Spice Up My Life

9. Lets Go Play Some Kabadi...Kabadi Kabadi Kabadi Kabadi

8. Boy, I Wanna Beat Your Dhol

7. You Can Be My Chat and I'll Lick You Up

6. Boy, I Wanna Taste Your Kulfi

5. Girl, I Wanna Squeeze Your Gulab Jamuns

4. Boy I Wanna Charm Your Naag

3. Lets Do This Desi-Style

2. Lets Do Some Bedroom Bhangra

1. Lets Kama Sutra



And You are an American Desi when....



You ask for small drink at fast food restaurant because the refill is free.



You know more than one plans offered by long distance companies.



You take plain water instead of Coke for lunch.



You take any drink with no ice because you can't drink ice.



You ask before eating any meat "Is this beef?".



You try to ignore all other unknown desi's around you.



You know all the facilities available at public library.



You talk to americans as if you represent your whole country.



Stove top in your apartment is covered with aluminum foil.



Your frequent visit to yard sales every week.



You find taco bell sauce packets in your kitchen drawer.



Your dinner involves spreading newspaper on living room floor.



You take off your shoes before stepping foot in your living room.



If you like onion rings at Burger King.



You are looking for dual voltage appliances.



The phrase "When are you going to India" comes into your conversation at

least once a day.



If you bought Toyota or Honda car only because it has better resale value.



The number of long distance calls is more than domestic calls.



You keep switching your internet service provider because first month is

free.



You go back to your apartment for lunch.



If your full name contains more than 15 characters.



You know all the $1.50 theaters in your city.



The only reason you go to a temple on festivals is because there is free

food.



You have spent nights in the car while traveling because you wanted to save

money spent on cheap motel.



You don't know any American outside your work.



You tried to flirt with the Hindi speaking operator at AT&T.



You have at least one India made pressure cooker in your kitchen.



You know how much a 7 layer burrito costs at Taco Bell.



You run to Laundromat in your lungi.



Put oil in your hair.



You have a picture of Indian deity on the dashboard of your car.



If this thought comes to you "Oh shit I just saw another desi" when you are

window shopping at a local mall.



If you keep comparing prices at circuit city for the phone you bought six

months ago.



The lawyer handling your green card is in your speed dial.



You are compelled to visit ever major city in US, just so as to say that

"Yes I have been there ".



You are comfortable with an American than an ABCD.



You have been to Mexico or Canada for multiple entry H1 Visa.



You pay your bills the day they come in mail.



Spent 2 days cleaning your apartment before leaving so you can get full

security refund from landlord.



Have a bucket in your bath tub.



You have to borrow luggage from friends for India visit.



You know which grocery store keeps coriander.



And......The smoke detector goes off whenever your are cooking dinner. :D

To Someone I Love

I see you in my sleep,
You are with me in my dreams.
I would never go anywhere without you,
I need you by my side.

You give me strength,
Make me feel confidant about myself.
So very many things
I owe to you.

When you are hurting,
I, too, feel pain.
But I am also fortunate
In sharing your happiness and joy.

More than anything else,
I want to please you,
To help you,
To support you.

My love for you
Consumes me.
I know everything will be all right
Because this is true love.

You have a moment in life that makes you remember what you need to achieve. That moment helps you get a reality check.
What if you've had so many moments that you are constantly getting reality checks even when they aren't needed?
You reach a point in your life where you just hit a brick wall...where to go, what to do, how to refocus, why it's important to move on...etc. I guess I've hit that brick...the road is already so narrow and the options are limited...

A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows; Love can erase an awful past, Love can be yours, you'll see at last; To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die; You hope you've found that special rose, 'Cause

Your optimistic outlook on life allows you to always see the positive side, no matter how helpless the situation.Your bubbly personality pisses people off. You are most likely a homosexual kindergarten teacher or a plant-store clerk. Fortunately as teachers, Sagitarians rarely molest their pre-schoolers.

Human affairs are like a chess-game: only those who do not take it seriously can be called good players. Life is like an earthen pot: only when it is shattered, does it manifest its emptiness

and if you were walking and heard the cold night coming would you call my name cause you know i'd come running...

oh and in a different place the hands that hold your face are only tryin only tryin to keep you warm

and then if you take a look, a look down the road
you'll see a badger and a one-eyed toad
they won't say a word, they'll just look at you
with that wise old look of the old...

don't matter what I say, only what I do,
never mean to do bad things to you,
so quiet but I finally woke up,
if you're sad than it's time you spoke up, too

What is it that allows you to lose yourself and desire only the best for them? To forget about all that you could ever want because it is all there in front of you

In their eyes

In their smile

In their hands

In their breath

In their every movement?

While memories are all that we may have to--hold--onto when those three words seem lost and dead, what gives you the realization that the person you are today is the ultimate celebration of everything you have ever been?

What told you that it’s okay to let go because it’s all still there

In your eyes

In your smile

In your hands

In your breath

In your every movement?

You come to realize that nothing is complete, for life is a cycle of cycles where we must grow from the inside out like a tree grows patiently over the years, swaying with the stormy winds while reaching for The Light

You understand the words, “True love” can not possibly encompass the answers to these questions

Nothing in this world can take the place of persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful people with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent. The slogan ‘press on’ has solved and always will solve the problems of the human race.

Advice is something you ask for when you know the answer but don't like the answer.

An unarmed man can only flee from evil, and evil is not overcome by fleeing from it

Because there is hope! You see, it's true the real world is a bitch. But it's that bitch from high school that never wanted to fuck you. Why is that hopeful? Because that bitch from high school is also now in the real world, and she has the same struggles you do. Her confidence is gone, and while she's still cute, you run into her at a bar and realize that you've got more confidence than she does. It all comes down to confidence.

We are our worst own enemy...However, this enemy is not something to be conquered, but ought to be respected as an entity within us - a symbiotic organism that takes part in our every thought, action, and intention.
When we learn to operate as a unit, a unified whole between mind and heart, we realize that there is no enemy - just us in an endless pool of potential.

10 ways to terrify a telemarketer

10. When they ask "How are you today?" Tell them! "I'm so glad you asked
because no one these days seems to care, and I have all these problems;
my arthritis is acting up, my eyelashes are sore, my dog just died..."

9. If they say they're John Doe from XYZ Company, ask them to spell
their name. Then ask them to spell the company name. Then ask them where
it is located. Continue asking them personal questions or questions
about their company for as long as necessary.

8. Cry out in surprise, "Judy! Is that you? Oh my God! Judy, how have
you been?" Hopefully, this will give Judy a few brief moments of pause
as she tries to figure out where the hell she could know you from.

7. If MCI calls trying to get you to sign up for the Family and Friends
Plan, reply, in a SINISTER voice , "I don't have any friends - would you
be my friend?"

6. If they want to loan you money, tell them you just filed for
bankruptcy and you could sure use some money.

5. Tell the telemarketer you are on "home incarceration" and ask if they
could bring you a case of beer and some chips.

4. After the telemarketer gives their spiel, ask him/her to marry you.
When they get all flustered, tell them that you could not just give our
credit card number to a complete stranger.

3. Tell the telemarketer you are busy at the moment and ask them if they
will give you their HOME phone number so you can call them back. When
the telemarketer explains that they cannot give out their HOME number,
you say "I guess you don't want anyone bothering you at home, right?"
The telemarketer will agree and you say, "Now you know how I feel!" Say
good bye and hang up.

2. Insist that the caller is really your buddy Leon, playing a joke.
"Come on Leon, cut it out! Seriously, Leon, how's your momma?"

And first and foremost:

1. Tell them to talk VERY SLOWLY, because you want to write EVERY WORD
down

she only likes me when im high, she's always trying to get me stoned... she likes to see me in the sky... she likes to have me there alone...

Once in a while, she don't want to call you
Speaking on the telephone
And once in your life, she won't want to know you
You look around
The one you've found, she is gone

And that's all the time that it takes
For a heart to turn to stone
The sweeter the wine
The harder to make the break
You hear something about someone
You'd thought you'd known

So baby don't cry like there's no tomorrow
After the night there's a brand new day
And there'll be no pain, and no more sorrow
So wash your face
And phone my place, it'll be OK

And that's all the time that it takes
For a heart to beat again
So give me a sign
That a lover makes
You look around
The one you've found is back again

we can only pretend and lie and cheat ourselves, but in the end, we are who we are

I was born a unicorn.
I missed the ark but I could have sworn
you were waiting for me.

I was born a unicorn.
I could have sworn you believed in me.
So how come all the other unicorns are dead?

It is a miracle that curiosity survives formal education.

If life is a test, I must've taken AP courses!

Sometimes it's when we're lost and alone that we find ourselves and realize that we have all that we need - it's inside us

Indians or Pakis, who cares for we are all desis

Have a heart that never hates, Have a smile that never fails;
Have a touch that never hurts, Have a relation that never breaks!

Understanding comes about through feeling, from moment to moment in the mirror of relationship.

15 things a man can do at Wal-Mart -- while the wife is taking her sweet time:

1. Get 24 boxes of condoms & randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking.

2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5 minute intervals.

3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the ladies rest-room.

4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone: 'Code 3 in House wares' . and see what happens.

5. Go to the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay-away.

6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.

7. Set-up a tent in the Camping Department -- and tell other shoppers you' re sleeping over; invite them in if they bring pillows from the Bedding Department.

8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask: "Why can't you people just leave ! me alone?"

9. Look right into the security camera, use it as a mirror and pick your nose.

10. While handling guns in the Hunting Department, ask the clerk if he knows where the anti-depressants are.

11. Dart around the store suspiciously, while loudly humming the theme from Mission Impossible."

12. In the Auto Department, practice your "Madonna look" using different sized funnels.

13. Hide in a clothing rack . . when people browse through, say: "PICK ME!!! PICK ME!!!"

14. When an announcement comes over the loudspeaker, assume the fetal position and scream "NO!...It's those voices again!!!"...
And last but not least:

15. Go into a fitting room, shut the door and wait a while... then yell loudly: "There's no toilet paper in here!"

we hear the dealers with the words
that ride the tails
of their cigarette smoke
sliding through the tunnels of our ears

those greasy marionettes of
real bone and blood
stand on the corner of washington square
washington square

well our vision was stinging
and our eyes were blurring

elevator's got you rising so high
seventeen floors you want so much more
elevator's got you rising so high
seventeen floors you want so much more

there's lightning on the ceiling
coming from the corner of her eye...

would you be the wind to blow me home?
would you be a dream on the wings of a poem?

and if we were walking through a crowd,
well you know i'd be proud
if you'd call my name out loud
if you'd call my name out loud

do you suppose that i would come running?
do you suppose i'd come at all?
you know i would...

Forever" echos in the caverns of my consciousness as fond memories flood my mind.

Make good choices and don't give up before the miracle happens

Why is the tangible so transient?

He and you

He loved you more than his life and even more
He wanted you to be his, but still he felt insecure
The social inequality would one day take it’s toll
For you were a mountain, he, he was a mole

My life

Tattered and torn, rejected and worn
That’s what my life is.
Battered and bruised, objected and abused
That’s what my life is.
Weakened and frailed, unwanted and unhailed
That’s what my life is.
Unsettled and insecure , unwilling and unsure
That’s what my life is.
Deceived and cheated, neglected and illtreated
That’s what my life is.

I MISS

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I miss talking to you, the way I used to do
I miss being by your side and I miss your smile too
I miss your getting angry at me
I miss the times when we both were sad
I miss being together in good times
I miss being together when things were bad
I miss holding your hand, I miss your tender touch
I miss staring into your eyes, Oh! Dear I miss you so much
I miss those tender moments, when I did not want you to let go
I miss trying to tell how much I loved u, and my attempts to let u know
I miss that touching moment, when you wiped the tears of my eye
I miss when you held my hand and made me promise that I won’t cry
I think I’d still be missing you no matter how hard I try
I still wish that you were mine and not said the final goodbye

Me and God

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God gave me life
But now I ask him why
When along with this life
He gave me tears to cry
They say that if you are sad
Think of him and you will not
But I think that after giving me life
Giving happiness he must have forgot
They say he cares for all
They say his love is true
But he has never given me
The joys he has given to you.

Even today

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I try so hard to forget you
But you just don’t go out of my mind
My eyes go wet, tears start rolling
When I think of the moments you have left behind

I remember each moment spent with you
Each moment, nothing has ever died
I still remember the day you departed
We both had hugged each other and cried

I had asked you not to leave me
I had asked you but all in vain
I knew you were leaving me forever
I knew you would never be mine again

And today when things don’t go my way
And at times when my pains I try to hide
I still tend to carry the wishful thinking
Things would have been much better, with you by my side

Aborted

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Sadness has taken over my joys again
I am feeling weak with despair and pain
I was really shattered when I got to know the mystery
I am living a life that was not meant to be
All these years I lived a life, where truth was distorted
I would have been better off had my birth been aborted
Cause be it sunshine or be it rain
All that I have endured these years is nothing but pain
I always tried to be happy, but always ended up being sad
But now I just cannot carry on, things are real bad,
It’s no use in living a life that was not meant to be
Had my birth been aborted I could have been saved the agony

The selfish me

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Your life must have been better, before I stepped in
But now things are difficult, difficult deep within
I try to grab attention, I always make u sad
It’s me and my behaviour, that makes your good day go bad
I tend to be so selfish, I never try to understand,
I try to have my say and hold the upper hand
My words have no compassion, things never are alright
I try to cheer you up, but end up with a fight
Things would have gone worse ever since I stepped in
You want to ask me to leave, but keep the feelings deep within
I realize I m worth nothing, I realize I give no joy,
I know that even if I try I can only make you cry,
So I want to move away from you and let you be,
I have failed in whatever I have tried and still remain the selfish me.

i stick loneliness, your lips,
and the two coins of your eyes
into my pockets
well the train skates into
port henry late sunday
sometimes when i'm riding high
feeling fine you know there's something
troubling my mind
so i reach into my pocket for some
small change
i reach into my pocket for some
small change

go ahead and laugh cause it don't
cost much

You are a Desi when....

You ask for small drink at fast food restaurant because the refill is free.

You know more than one plans offered by long distance companies.

You take plain water instead of Coke for lunch.

You take any drink with no ice because you can't drink ice.

You ask before eating any meat "Is this beef?".

You try to ignore all other unknown desi's around you.

You know all the facilities available at public library.

You talk to americans as if you represent your whole country.

Stove top in your apartment is covered with aluminum foil.

Your frequent visit to yard sales every week.

You find taco bell sauce packets in your kitchen drawer.

Your dinner involves spreading newspaper on living room floor.

You take off your shoes before stepping foot in your living room.

If you like onion rings at Burger King.

You are looking for dual voltage appliances.

The phrase "When are you going to India" comes into your conversation at least once a day.

If you bought Toyota or Honda car only because it has better resale value.

The number of long distance calls is more than domestic calls.

You keep switching your internet service provider because first month is free.

You go back to your apartment for lunch.

If your full name contains more than 15 characters.

You know all the $1.50 theaters in your city.

The only reason you go to a temple on festivals is because there is free food.

You have spent nights in the car while traveling because you wanted to save money spent on cheap motel.

You don't know any American outside your work.

You tried to flirt with the Hindi speaking operator at AT&T.

You have at least one India made pressure cooker in your kitchen.

You know how much a 7 layer burrito costs at Taco Bell.

You run to Laundromat in your lungi.

Put oil in your hair.

You have a picture of Indian deity on the dashboard of your car.

If this thought comes to you "Oh shit I just saw another desi" when you are window shopping at a local mall.

If you keep comparing prices at circuit city for the phone you bought six months ago.

The lawyer handling your green card is in your speed dial.

You are compelled to visit ever major city in US, just so as to say that "Yes I have been there ".

You are comfortable with an American than an ABCD.

You have been to Mexico or Canada for multiple entry H1 Visa.

You pay your bills the day they come in mail.

Spent 2 days cleaning your apartment before leaving so you can get full security refund from landlord.

Have a bucket in your bath tub.

You have to borrow luggage from friends for India visit.

The smoke detector goes off whenever your are cooking dinner.

You know which grocery store keeps coriander.

You buy butter milk before you run out of it.

You use grocery bags as garbage bags.

You say "Damn I have already seen this show" when ever you are watching Married With Children.

You buy rice in the 20 pound bags.

Office supplies mysteriously find their way in your house.

You don't want to buy a printer because you can always use the office printer.

You have postponed buying answering machine because the computer you are planning to b

The only thing we can be certain about with regard to the future is that it will belong
to those who persevere, those who have the power to see beyond the obvious, to
see the potential in everything. These visionaries who strive for greatness will shape
our destiny and guide us forward to a glorious future.

Some people wonder what one needs to be successful. Curiosity and tenacity are often the qualities needed to overcome barriers and obstacles. Rest assured that if you solve this challenge you possess these qualities in sufficient quantity to face most things life can throw at you, so do not give up.

When you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all your thoughts break their bonds; your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction, and you find yourself in a new, great and wonderful world. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive, and you discover yourself to be a greater person by far than you ever dreamed yourself to be.

Learn the art of patience. Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal.Impatience breeds anxiety,fear,discouragement and failure.Patience creates confidence,decisiveness,and a rational outlook,which eventually leads to success.

Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I shall have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it, even if I may not have it at the beginning .

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

But if thought corrupts language, language can also corrupt thought."

Think Positive

If you want to get somewhere, you have to know where you want to go and how to get there. Then never, never, never give up.

The secret of life isn't in what happens to you, but what you do with what happens to you.

Help other people to cope with their problems and your own will be easier to cope with.

Never use the word impossible seriously again. Toss it into the verbal wastebucket.

Self-trust is the first secret of success. So believe in and trust yourself.

Stand up to your obstacles and do something about them. You will find that they haven't half the strenght you think they have.

Joy increases as you give it, and diminishes as you try to keep it for yourself. In giving it, you will accumulate a deposit of joy greater than you ever believed possible.

How you think about a problem is more important then the problem itself-so always think positively.

Go at life with abandon; give it all you've got. And life will give all it has to you.

Don't Quit

Success is failure turned insideout-
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt-
And you never can tell how close
you are,
It may be nearer when it seems afar:
So stick to the fight when you're
hardest hit-
It's when things seem worst that you
mustn't quit.

thank you to all my friends who always are there for me you know who you are...

Sometimes the person who you think loves you the most will break your heart the hardest. And moving on is something they find so easy but as for me its.....is impossible

and i hate all the backstabbers and fake niggaz who said and act like they know and care about me but dont

An apple a day keeps the doctor away, but if the doctor's cute, screw the fruit!

It's very sad and disappointing when someone you once had such a close bond with and depended on so much, suddenly vanishes from your life. The messages and phonecalls stop and emails are never replied. Maybe I should be happy that I am not getting those cries for help in the late hours of the night or that I am not making those calls anymore.. but should friendships be premised on sadness? What about sharing the joys of life or just a little chit chat on how things are progressing? Friendships are reciprocal.. like any relationship, it takes 2 to tango... I wish we still talked...
I guess people move on, so who can you blame right?

500 channels of a daydream simulationhelp me to resent my life and raise my expectationsWithin the reruns the memories repeatingand all your ideas seem so self defeating.To you and yours and the Pepsi generationand when you're discontent you change the TV Stationand when you hate your life no qualities redeeminga million brainwashed zombies will always be heard screaming.

you missed when time and life shook hands and said goodbyeand when the earth crumbled in on itself and said 'Good luck, for your sake I hope heaven and hell are really there but I wouldn't hold my breath.

I'm over here and you're over there,let me come over and I'll tell you how and when I went mad for you.In an instant it all became so hazy, just what was happening to me? When I saw you, when I met you...what little sense I had left was lost.The scent of your body cast a spell upon me,my hearts been rendered powerless;I am lost.When I thought of you,when I considered you,when I saw you,when I met you,whatever sense I had was lost.Why are you so beautiful that you astonish everyone?Truly, a girl exists in this world that's lovelier than a sunset on the clearest mountain sky. Yes, tell me, why are you so gorgeous that the sight of you silences a man? Look, I am unbalanced; this madness has overwhelmed me, overtaken me. you're the only one I wish to have. God knows what happened! Who knows why I walk around lost, neither asleep nor awake? There's this yearning in my heart, a storm in my breath, a sliver of a dream in my eyes. God knows why my mind strays.When I try to understand you, while I get to know you, when I saw you, when I met you, whatever sense I had was lost.

dont piss on my leg and tell me its raining... you want the truth, you cant handle the truth...

"believe the lies

for your eyes

credit cards and apple pie"

- Born to die, choking victim

At the risk of sounding like a poster on the wood-paneled wall of your Uncle Failure who never got married, let me say this: Women are a lot like beer. Trying to handle more than a few at a time will make your head spin, the colder they are the more you want 'em, and the ones you liked in high school now make you look back and wonder how you brought yourself to put your mouth on that cheap trash.

life tends to come and go

on the day that your mentality
catches up with your biology
i want the one i can't have
and it's driving me mad
it's written all over my face
a double-bed
and a stalwart lover, for sure
these are the riches of the poor

Put your hand on a hot stove for a minute, and it seems like an hour. Sit with a pretty girl for an hour, and it seems like a minute. That's relativity. - Albert Einstein

Funny Baby
Posted by Hello

God deals you alot of cards in life. You have to know how to play them.

others conquered love, but i ran.

we want so much to have this we hold each other tight
yeah we want so much to have this always and everytime
but we don't need to read the stars
we don't need the time for fate
we don't need to see the signs
to know it's all too late

park the car at the side of the road
you should know
time's tide will smother you
and i will too
when you laugh about people who feel so
very lonely
their only desire is to die
well i'm afraid
it doesn't make me smile
i wish i could laugh
but that joke isn't funny anymore

humans are perplexing creatures. myself included.
i want to be known... but i will not let myself be known...?

Life is a random lottery of meaningless tragedies and a series of near escapes.

So, I sit here and I smoke my camel straits.
-Reality Bites


When popping the collar, do not button the top button. This produces the look of a dog halo, and is very unappealing.

cause im loosing my sight, loosing my mind, wish somebody would tell me im fine...

some melodies are like disease
they can inflame your misery
they will infect your memories

some memories are like disease
they can inflame your misery
they will infect your melody

but i can see can see through these haunting things
my moldy dreams are debased by the same hands that shaped them

Hum Tum Cartoon Strip

So funny. All of you should read it and have a good laugh.

Only two things are infinite, the Universe and Human Stupidity,
and i'm not sure about the former

Freedom requires sacrifice

The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing

The early bird gets the worm but the second mouse gets the cheese

A bird flies over and picks up a berry, eats the berry, and then passes the seed where it grows into a new plant. Point is... bird's got a purpose, sh*t's got a purpose, seed's got a purpose.

Our present experience is the result of past decisions... change your mind today, and you will build your world of tomorrow.

"Are you the butterfly it seems
that wafts and wavers through my dreams?
Or is it I that floats on air
and you the dreamer, I find there?"

for the rest of us - dont glamourize us - we'll take the big steps - we have our path - our choice - i think i found myself...

and when your deepest thoughts are broken
keep on dreaming boy
cause when you stop dreamin' it's time to die
so i want to write my words on the face of today
and then they'll paint it

One million places at once,
Kids dont try this stunt,
If you try this at home,
You'll end up alone,
In a kingdom without a thrown...

and if this clock keeps ticking away
will time be hestitated
of all the minutes that were taken away
will your watch be waiting

and if this clock keeps beating down
let the branded time keep playing
of all the minutes that were taken away
will your watch be waiting.

the broken watch you gave me turns into a compass
it's two hands still point to the same time
(12:03) our last goodbye

Your life is what you make out of it. I have seen people that were not from a "Successful" family and they do better then some people from a family with loads of money. Sure it is harder, but dwelling on it will not help you in life.

*Broken Promises*

You said we'd always be together,
And nothing could ever tear us apart.
You said you knew you loved me,
You could feel it in your heart.
You promised you'd love me forever,
And love doesnt change over night.
You said you cherished each minute together,
Every moment holding me tight.
You claimed you'd do anything for me,
There was nothing you wouldn't do.
You said if we kept no secrets,
There wasnt anything we couldnt get through.
You told me I was beautiful,
And I was perfect in every way.
You said that I was always on your mind,
You thought about me each and everyday.
You said you felt special when we were close,
Like all your worries had disappeared.
You claimed that you'd want me always,
Us being apart you greatly feared.
But here I am broken, torn ... all alone.
There's emptiness where you stood by my side.
That means many promises were broken,
I guess that means .. you lied.

THE FIRST TIME

THE FIRST TIME
THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU
I KNEW YOU WERE THE ONE
THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU,
I KNEW YOU WOULD BE SOON CALLING ME HUN.
THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I SAW YOUR SMILING FACE
THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, TIME COULDN'T BE REPLACED.
THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I WANTED TO BE YOUR GIRL
BUT THE FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, I WAS TOTALLY IN A DIFFERENT WORLD.

If Only..

If Only..
If only joy could last forever,
And happiness for more than a mere moment,
Fear would no longer reign,
And terror would be overcome

My life's purpose will have been reached,
And my soul will be glad,
For the good things have
Finally conquered over bad.

When joy is found
I will rejoice
For tears won't be needed
And screams won't last

Our lives will make us satisfied
We will be happy, and repent,
For our hungry souls
And our thirsty breasts
will no longer cry out to be fed.

* It's Over*

* It's Over*
This time it's over,
I'm keeping my heart.
I'm gonna be strong,
And not fall apart.
I'll get better,
I'll no longer cry.
In a couple of weeks,
I wont want to die.
I wont want to go back,
I'll be able so sleep.
It wont hurt so bad,
And it wont feel so deep.
I'm convincing myself,
Yes, I'll find someone new.
I wont be alone,
And I wont be with you.
You're waiting for me,
To crawl back to your side.
But no, not this time,
I'm keeping my pride.
So goodbye forever,
I'll be on my way.
It's gonna take time,
But I'll be ok.

* NEVER *

* NEVER *
Never say I love you,
If you really dont care.
Never talk about feelings,
If they arent really there.
Never hold my hand,
If you're gonna brake my heart.
Never say you're going to,
If you dont plan to start.
Never look into my eyes,
If all you do is lie.
Never say hello,
If you really mean goodbye.
If you really mean forever,
Then say you will try.
Never say forever,
Cause forever makes me cry.

Too Late

Too Late
It's funny how the tables turn,
and that the world is one big burn.
But the only thing I want to burn is you,
your such an @$$ but we already knew.

You hurt me so much and you made me cry,
now I'm praying for you to die.
My wish was granted, now I'm glad,
because now the world isn't so bad.

So now it's your funeral and no-ones there,
I'm off having fun; why should I care?
No pig faced jerk to ruin my day,
no mean jack@$$ to get in my way.

I'll just keep living my life without you here,
in my world of peace; not of fear.
You lured me in; like a magnet to steel,
you didn't even care how I would feel.

I was used and uncomfortable but you were good,
I used to trust the way I should.
But now it's all over, now it's too late,
and every inch of me is filled with hate.

This world without you makes me smile,
cuz I won't be seeing your face for awhile.
Perfect World.
Then I look up and see you looking at me,
but I can always dream, don't you agree?

Pain and Strength

Pain and Strength
I see the differences now
They are so damn clear
I will not bow,
Down to you , no more will you cheer

Cause im leaving
Im not taking this crap
No more heaving
Over what wasn't there

I cry when I think about
The pain you caused
Did you think it was funny to hear me shout
Or when I would cry in times of a pause

I sit hear and think
About how you could feel
I cant believe you lasted this long, why havnt you sinked
And I sit hear thinking about you can deal

My mind is everywhere
Except where it is suppose to be
I sit and stare
Thinking about what I should see

I wander if you're ever coming back
Or if you even remember me
Do you do this to every one, and give a big whack
You don't know the pain you caused, I wish you could see

You're a false item
Just like a rose
Your pointless like a petal
And easily washed away with a hose

I want you to keep
This in mind
I will peacefully sleep
All nice and kind

You won't be here
In my dreams
I have not yet to cheer
On what to you is good it seems

I do not know you
No more will I fear
Or be down in the blue
What you did was clear

What you did was wrong
But in the end it turned out good
What you did made me strong
I will not thank you, but really I should!

A Special Friendship

A Special Friendship
You are the special one
With whom I needn't pretend
You're always there when I need you
Just like a proper friend

I didn't think I'd trust anyone
The way that I trust you
But you have this way about you
And know how to get through

I've told you things I've only thought about
Of silent dreams I couldn't let out
Of life, emotions and trivial things
Such things of which happiness brings

I tell you if I am sad, or simply just confused
You're always there to listen, but never to be used
You tell me your secrets and what you're going through
You're always there for me as I am for you

Your friendship is a special gift
A lifetime it will last
Look to the future now and never to the past
New people you will meet, and many things you will do
But never forget me, because I'll never forget you.

Trust Me

Trust Me
As you sit in silence,
Wondering why
I'll be your shoulder to cry on
Until your tears run dry.

When you've been hurt,
And can't believe what they've done
If you need someone to talk to
I'll be the one.

If a close friend hurts you,
And you don't understand
Remember I'm here,
I'll lend a helping hand.

Burdens are lighter when carried by two,
And I just want you to know
I'm here for you.

Interesting

a renowned bulgarian psychologist, dr. george lozanov, designed a way to teach foreign languages in a fraction of the normal learning time. using his system, students could learn up to one half of the vocabulary and phrases for the whole school term (which amounts to almost 1,000 words or phrases) in one day. along with this, the average retention rate of his students was 92%. dr. lozanov's system involved using certain classical music pieces from the baroque period which have around a 60 beats per minute pattern. he has proven that foreign languages can be learned with 85-100% efficiency in only thirty days by using these baroque pieces. his students had a recall accuracy rate of almost 100% even after not reviewing the material for four years.

"One girl sent me a can of tennis balls, with a picture and a note that said, “Now you’ve Got the balls, give me a call”."

i want to hear your voice, its so sweet and tender, i want to see your choice, is it me or some contender.

The Meaning of Life

The Meaning of Life:
Well, it's nothing special. Try and be nice to people, avoid eating fat, read a good book every now and then, get some walking in and try and live together in peace and harmony with people of all creeds and nations.

"Are you the butterfly it seems that wafts and wavers through my dreams? Or is it I that floats on air and you the dreamer, I find there?"

When the White man is rich he's a sucess
When the Muslim is rich he's a suspect.

When i sleep i dream and it gets me by, i can make believe that you're here tonight.

There are things far too dark to comprehend. Sleep on it one more night my sad old friend. The Worst is Over.

-- l i f e i s a p h a s e --

Explodes

one might just as well try this: when something explodes, turn exactly opposite from it and see what there is to see. the loud will take care of itself, and everyone will be able to say what happened in that direction. but who is looking the other way? nature, that magician and author of loud sounds, zookeeper and cook, electrician and provocateur - maybe these events are nature's sleight of hand, and the real thing that's happening is in the other hand.

God

I asked God for a flower, and He gave me a garden. I asked Him for a tree, and He gave me a forest. I asked God for a river, and He gave me an ocean. I asked Him for a friend... and God gave me you!

Hangin' out with my true friends. True friends are the people that are there for you u n c o n d i t i o n a l l y. They are the people that -n-e-v-e-r- question you and support you n o m a t t e r what the circumstances are. They are the p e o p l e - w o r t h . l . i . v . i . n . g . f o r -

Impossible is just a big word thrown around by small people who find it easier to live in the world they've been given than to explore the power they have to change it. Impossible is not a fact. It's an opinion. Impossible is not a declaration. It's a dare. Impossible is potential. Impossible is temporary.

Quit worrying about stupid things. You have four years to be irresponsible. Relax - work is for people with jobs. You won't remember class time, but you will remember the time you spent hanging out with your friends. So, stay out late, go out on a Tuesday when you have a paper due Wednesday. Spend money you don't have. Drink until sunrise. The work never ends, but college does.

Take Chances. Tell the truth. Date someone totally wrong for you. Say no. Spend all your cash. Fall in love. Get to know someone random. Be random. Say I love you. Sing out loud. Laugh at stupid jokes. Cry. Apologize. Tell someone how much they mean to you. Tell a jerk what you think. Laugh til your stomach hurts and your eyes water. Live life. and most of all...have no regrets

**Each of us represents a star in the sky. Sometimes we shine with the rest, sometimes we twinkle alone, and sometimes... when we least expect it... we fall and make someone's dreams come true.**

"People are often unreasonable and self centered: forgive them anyway. If you are kind, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives: be kind anyways. If you're successful, you'll win some false friends and some true enemies: succeed anyway. If you're honest and frank, people may cheat you: but be honest anyway. What you spend years building, someone can destroy overnight: build anyway. If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous: be happy anyway. The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow: do good anyway. Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough: give the world the best you've got anyway. You see, in the final analysis, its between you and God, it was never between you and them anyway . . ." -Mother Teresa

You cannot finish a book without closing its chapters. If you want to go on, then you have to leave your past as you turn the pages of life. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

It is not the critic who counts; not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; who strives valiantly; who errs, who comes short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; but who does actually strive to do the deeds; who knows great enthusiasms, the great devotions; who spends himself in a worthy cause; who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worst, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who neither know victory nor defeat.
- Theodore Roosevelt

Love

do something tonight that you wouldn't normally do...talk to the girl/guy that you were too scared to talk to...tell the people in your life that you love them, even if you're scared because they might be gone tomorrow and out of your life...wouldn't you feel better knowing that they know you love them...but then again, i should take my own advice!!!

Thoughts

they say, when you first see the love of your life, time stops, and that's true. what they don't tell you is that when it starts again, it moves extra fast to catch up.

there's a time when a man needs to fight, and a time when he needs to accept that his destiny is lost, that the ship has sailed, that only a fool would continue. the truth is, i've always been a fool.

The Buddha

"O bhikkus, in this world you will find one who is physically healthy. He will overcome illness and live eighty, even a hundred years. But very rarely, bhikkus, will you find one who is mentally healthy and free from attachment and suffering."
~The Buddha.