He and you

He loved you more than his life and even more
He wanted you to be his, but still he felt insecure
The social inequality would one day take it’s toll
For you were a mountain, he, he was a mole

My life

Tattered and torn, rejected and worn
That’s what my life is.
Battered and bruised, objected and abused
That’s what my life is.
Weakened and frailed, unwanted and unhailed
That’s what my life is.
Unsettled and insecure , unwilling and unsure
That’s what my life is.
Deceived and cheated, neglected and illtreated
That’s what my life is.

I MISS

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I miss talking to you, the way I used to do
I miss being by your side and I miss your smile too
I miss your getting angry at me
I miss the times when we both were sad
I miss being together in good times
I miss being together when things were bad
I miss holding your hand, I miss your tender touch
I miss staring into your eyes, Oh! Dear I miss you so much
I miss those tender moments, when I did not want you to let go
I miss trying to tell how much I loved u, and my attempts to let u know
I miss that touching moment, when you wiped the tears of my eye
I miss when you held my hand and made me promise that I won’t cry
I think I’d still be missing you no matter how hard I try
I still wish that you were mine and not said the final goodbye

Me and God

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God gave me life
But now I ask him why
When along with this life
He gave me tears to cry
They say that if you are sad
Think of him and you will not
But I think that after giving me life
Giving happiness he must have forgot
They say he cares for all
They say his love is true
But he has never given me
The joys he has given to you.

Even today

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I try so hard to forget you
But you just don’t go out of my mind
My eyes go wet, tears start rolling
When I think of the moments you have left behind

I remember each moment spent with you
Each moment, nothing has ever died
I still remember the day you departed
We both had hugged each other and cried

I had asked you not to leave me
I had asked you but all in vain
I knew you were leaving me forever
I knew you would never be mine again

And today when things don’t go my way
And at times when my pains I try to hide
I still tend to carry the wishful thinking
Things would have been much better, with you by my side

Aborted

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Sadness has taken over my joys again
I am feeling weak with despair and pain
I was really shattered when I got to know the mystery
I am living a life that was not meant to be
All these years I lived a life, where truth was distorted
I would have been better off had my birth been aborted
Cause be it sunshine or be it rain
All that I have endured these years is nothing but pain
I always tried to be happy, but always ended up being sad
But now I just cannot carry on, things are real bad,
It’s no use in living a life that was not meant to be
Had my birth been aborted I could have been saved the agony

The selfish me

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Your life must have been better, before I stepped in
But now things are difficult, difficult deep within
I try to grab attention, I always make u sad
It’s me and my behaviour, that makes your good day go bad
I tend to be so selfish, I never try to understand,
I try to have my say and hold the upper hand
My words have no compassion, things never are alright
I try to cheer you up, but end up with a fight
Things would have gone worse ever since I stepped in
You want to ask me to leave, but keep the feelings deep within
I realize I m worth nothing, I realize I give no joy,
I know that even if I try I can only make you cry,
So I want to move away from you and let you be,
I have failed in whatever I have tried and still remain the selfish me.

i stick loneliness, your lips,
and the two coins of your eyes
into my pockets
well the train skates into
port henry late sunday
sometimes when i'm riding high
feeling fine you know there's something
troubling my mind
so i reach into my pocket for some
small change
i reach into my pocket for some
small change

go ahead and laugh cause it don't
cost much

You are a Desi when....

You ask for small drink at fast food restaurant because the refill is free.

You know more than one plans offered by long distance companies.

You take plain water instead of Coke for lunch.

You take any drink with no ice because you can't drink ice.

You ask before eating any meat "Is this beef?".

You try to ignore all other unknown desi's around you.

You know all the facilities available at public library.

You talk to americans as if you represent your whole country.

Stove top in your apartment is covered with aluminum foil.

Your frequent visit to yard sales every week.

You find taco bell sauce packets in your kitchen drawer.

Your dinner involves spreading newspaper on living room floor.

You take off your shoes before stepping foot in your living room.

If you like onion rings at Burger King.

You are looking for dual voltage appliances.

The phrase "When are you going to India" comes into your conversation at least once a day.

If you bought Toyota or Honda car only because it has better resale value.

The number of long distance calls is more than domestic calls.

You keep switching your internet service provider because first month is free.

You go back to your apartment for lunch.

If your full name contains more than 15 characters.

You know all the $1.50 theaters in your city.

The only reason you go to a temple on festivals is because there is free food.

You have spent nights in the car while traveling because you wanted to save money spent on cheap motel.

You don't know any American outside your work.

You tried to flirt with the Hindi speaking operator at AT&T.

You have at least one India made pressure cooker in your kitchen.

You know how much a 7 layer burrito costs at Taco Bell.

You run to Laundromat in your lungi.

Put oil in your hair.

You have a picture of Indian deity on the dashboard of your car.

If this thought comes to you "Oh shit I just saw another desi" when you are window shopping at a local mall.

If you keep comparing prices at circuit city for the phone you bought six months ago.

The lawyer handling your green card is in your speed dial.

You are compelled to visit ever major city in US, just so as to say that "Yes I have been there ".

You are comfortable with an American than an ABCD.

You have been to Mexico or Canada for multiple entry H1 Visa.

You pay your bills the day they come in mail.

Spent 2 days cleaning your apartment before leaving so you can get full security refund from landlord.

Have a bucket in your bath tub.

You have to borrow luggage from friends for India visit.

The smoke detector goes off whenever your are cooking dinner.

You know which grocery store keeps coriander.

You buy butter milk before you run out of it.

You use grocery bags as garbage bags.

You say "Damn I have already seen this show" when ever you are watching Married With Children.

You buy rice in the 20 pound bags.

Office supplies mysteriously find their way in your house.

You don't want to buy a printer because you can always use the office printer.

You have postponed buying answering machine because the computer you are planning to b

The only thing we can be certain about with regard to the future is that it will belong
to those who persevere, those who have the power to see beyond the obvious, to
see the potential in everything. These visionaries who strive for greatness will shape
our destiny and guide us forward to a glorious future.

Some people wonder what one needs to be successful. Curiosity and tenacity are often the qualities needed to overcome barriers and obstacles. Rest assured that if you solve this challenge you possess these qualities in sufficient quantity to face most things life can throw at you, so do not give up.

When you are inspired by some great purpose, some extraordinary project, all your thoughts break their bonds; your mind transcends limitations, your consciousness expands in every direction, and you find yourself in a new, great and wonderful world. Dormant forces, faculties and talents become alive, and you discover yourself to be a greater person by far than you ever dreamed yourself to be.

Learn the art of patience. Apply discipline to your thoughts when they become anxious over the outcome of a goal.Impatience breeds anxiety,fear,discouragement and failure.Patience creates confidence,decisiveness,and a rational outlook,which eventually leads to success.

Man often becomes what he believes himself to be. If I keep on saying that I cannot do a certain thing, it is possible that I may end by really becoming incapable of doing it. On the contrary, if I shall have the belief that I can do it, I shall surely acquire the capacity to do it, even if I may not have it at the beginning .

Come up to meet ya, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need ya
And tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and nurse me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming in tails
Heads on a science apart
Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start