Pain and Strength

Pain and Strength
I see the differences now
They are so damn clear
I will not bow,
Down to you , no more will you cheer

Cause im leaving
Im not taking this crap
No more heaving
Over what wasn't there

I cry when I think about
The pain you caused
Did you think it was funny to hear me shout
Or when I would cry in times of a pause

I sit hear and think
About how you could feel
I cant believe you lasted this long, why havnt you sinked
And I sit hear thinking about you can deal

My mind is everywhere
Except where it is suppose to be
I sit and stare
Thinking about what I should see

I wander if you're ever coming back
Or if you even remember me
Do you do this to every one, and give a big whack
You don't know the pain you caused, I wish you could see

You're a false item
Just like a rose
Your pointless like a petal
And easily washed away with a hose

I want you to keep
This in mind
I will peacefully sleep
All nice and kind

You won't be here
In my dreams
I have not yet to cheer
On what to you is good it seems

I do not know you
No more will I fear
Or be down in the blue
What you did was clear

What you did was wrong
But in the end it turned out good
What you did made me strong
I will not thank you, but really I should!